Our Daughter Died On Friday, On Saturday My Husband Was On The Field Playing Football

It took us four years to get pregnant. I will say those years were the most difficult years of my life. I never for once thought getting pregnant was that difficult until we got married and earned the right to get pregnant. When we were dating, I was always scared when we got intimate without protection.

I would wake up at night and think about it; “What if I got pregnant? How will my life be like?” I was always scared so I fought him often. I pushed him away when it got to that point. I gave him excuses when I realized that was all he wanted to do. The day we got married, we got careless and did it without protection. When I woke up at dawn, I imagined myself pregnant and smiled. I couldn’t wait to be spotted with a bulging tummy.

I couldn’t wait to tell people about God’s hand in our marriage. For God so loved our marriage that he gave us a child in the first year of our marriage, I dreamt. But every month was a disappointment to us. No matter how we worked, no matter how……Read Full Story Here.………….