He Said I Should See Him Off To Bush,I Never Knew He Had Planned And This Happened
I base in the village and am 17 years old, my friend has been making advances at me to be his girlfriend but I refuse. I love my education so much and am not ready to compromise it for anything in the world.
I am a SHS student hoping to write my final examination very soon and go to the university. My parents and other family members are looking up to me as the to-be bread winner of the family because I seem to be the only child of seven who is brilliant enough to make it to school.
All my family members including my uncles and aunties have invested a lot on my education, letting them down has been the last thing I will ever do.
Even though I help my parents in the farm, I still create time to study my books and do my assignment promptly. I have the dream of becoming a medical doctor one day.
My friend whom have been making advances at me is my classmate, he has done everything withing his reach to see that he was able to convince me into loving him but all his efforts were abortive as I never gave him the chance.
He is quite handsome and brilliant as well, I must confess that I was having feelings for him but blinded my eyes from that because I don’t want anything to come in between me and my studies.
Moreover, my parents and other well-wishers in the village have always advise me against going into relationship now as that could alter my future.
I could remember vividly that my mother use to tell me that if I allow any man touch me I will get pregnant and that will be the end of my dreams of becoming a medical doctor.
My mother’s statement spark fear in me that I don’t even want to see a man talk more of him touching me, I decided to lock my feeling knowing the fact that I do have the urge of being held by a man but never allow that to be the center of my thought.
This faithful day, my parents and other villagers went to the farm, and I was left at home to make lunch and take it for them at the farm, Unknown to me that my friend was also left back for whatever reason I don’t know.
Before noon, prior to when I will start cooking, he humbly came to my house and request that I should see him off to the near bush path, so he could go and pick up some farm produce he kept there.
As ignorant as I could be I fallowed him with the clear mind that he is my friend and never had the thought of anything bad.
On our way after about 20 minutes walk into the bush, he kept taking some path I never knew along that bush path. We now reach to this place where I saw a carton laid on the ground.
Immediately we got there he stopped, I now asked him have we reached, and where are the farm produce, so we can pack them home. Without saying a word he drew a knife from where I don’t know.
Fear grabbed me and my whole body was shaking, he now asked me to quietly lie down on what he spread on the ground and unzip my skirt else he’s going to kill me.
At that point I wasn’t myself, I could see my life flashing before my eyes. Without hesitation, I unzipped my skirt, and he had his way on me.
After everything I felt like killing myself, I find it difficult to discuss that with anybody, considering the stigma I will face if my classmates and friends should know about what happened.
Now am pregnant and no one knows about it, even the boy doesn’t know because I have not told him yet. I am so confused right now, I don’t know what to do, I don’t want to miss my chance of becoming a medical doctor.
Please am in a fix right now, and I in dire need of your advice. Please what should o do? Thank you.